Ruka Terasaki ([personal profile] voicesofspirits) wrote2015-04-18 09:07 pm
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This week has been very difficult. It's been a lot to take in. Only now am I feeling like I can somewhat write about it here.
... it's just hard to believe that I'll probably never get to see any of them again.
But things needed to be fixed. They needed to be balanced. If it hadn't, the result of it would of been a lot worse... and not just for me.
I know they'll be fine... and a part of me is there with them.

...I guess at least... I don't have to worry about such an uncertain future anymore...

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*Ruka can be found sitting on a bench in the park. She is looking down at a card in her hand, completely lost in thought. Occasionally, she looks up and looks at her arm where her signer mark used to be with a forlorn look on her face.
It looks like she needs some company.*
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[personal profile] cuterthancute 2015-04-18 08:45 pm (UTC)(link)
::So, Ruka, you see someone land from the air, wearing gauntlets and a demonic helmet and chest armor with a long red braided ponytail.::

... Ruka? Is everything alright?

::... What the.::
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[personal profile] cuterthancute 2015-04-18 09:10 pm (UTC)(link)
...

???

::They tilt their head approaching you.::

Is something wrong? You look upset.
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[personal profile] cuterthancute 2015-04-18 09:38 pm (UTC)(link)
... Under...?

::...:: Oh. Sorry.

::Takes the helmet off, as it vanishes into thin air.::

Sorry. But is everything alright, you look miserable.

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[personal profile] seaandsky 2015-04-18 10:49 pm (UTC)(link)
*oh he definitely saw your post. And he got understandably very worried about you.

In fact he was just on his way to SAI to see if you were there, when he ended up spotting you at the park instead, as he goes up to you, the obvious concern all over his expression*


Ruka...?
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*... he sighs a little, at least relieved that you're uh. Not in any terrible state-- it's a good thing you're out here at least and not like, locked up at home or crying, but he knows that smile is forced.*

... I saw your post. What happened?
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[personal profile] seaandsky 2015-04-19 09:51 pm (UTC)(link)
*... he sits down next to you, understanding fully what that last part means. it is quite a bit to take in, to be fair. though he's glad he got to hear it from you instead of a. different source.*

... How are you feeling?

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[personal profile] memoryistime 2015-04-18 10:51 pm (UTC)(link)
... hey, uh. I know we haven't talked much, but.

Did something happen?
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[personal profile] memoryistime 2015-04-18 11:05 pm (UTC)(link)
Oh, uh. Geeze, that...

My first gut feeling is that the Crimson Dragon was pretty cruel for giving you a choice like that, but... I guess at least you had the chance to make that choice, right? Though that doesn't make it any less hard, I'd figure.

... You ended up getting split, though? I know you're from another time or something, but...
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[personal profile] memoryistime 2015-04-19 09:45 pm (UTC)(link)
I guess, uh... that's a thing that might happen when you're dealing with something like this.

But... it's got to be surreal. You were a Signer for way longer than I even knew they existed. To just suddenly not be one? And to be cut off from what was your own time in that way?

... I... Guess what I'm trying to say is that I feel for you. Sorry.

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Hey, did something happen...?

[personal profile] kattobingore 2015-04-19 10:12 pm (UTC)(link)
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Oh yeah! I remember that! You drew your brother's mark on my arm which you said was the heart, because it was important for someone to be the heart of a group!
I'd never forget something like that!!

[personal profile] kattobingore 2015-04-19 10:17 pm (UTC)(link)
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Wait...
... are your brother and friends the ones you say you won't ever see again??
That can't be right!

[personal profile] kattobingore 2015-04-19 11:28 pm (UTC)(link)
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But... that can't be it, right? There has to be some other way you can see them again!!

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