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I guess I'm feeling ready to write here again.

These past few months have been a bit of a blur, but I guess things have been feeling a bit easier. I have good days and bad days. I mostly just try and keep busy so I don't dwell on things all too much.

I am so appreciative to Juudai and Asuka, for letting me stay in their apartment and for making me feel so welcome there. I owe them so much for this. I'm really appreciative to Shinji too, for helping me when I really needed it, for bringing me work from school so I don't get behind and for being a great friend and giving me some company when he visits.

Talking of school, I had a meeting with the principal last week. He told me that since I'm keeping up with work outside of class at the moment, it may be in my best interest to go back to the academy after the holidays are over, but when I do, he wants me to see the school counsellor at least once a week for a while.
He told me to just relax as much as I can and to enjoy the holidays. I wish I could say that I feel enthusiastic for it, but...
...I just wish it didn't feel like there was a huge part of me missing...



I'm going to have to sort through their things soon. Choose what things I think they would like to keep... if they ever are able to come back. I want to free up that apartment for Mr. Marias, I don't want it sitting empty like it is.
I'll see what I can store in my room at Juudai and Asuka's apartment.