*he thinks he can kinda see why this would be hard entirely. Why she would have had to make that kind of choice, no matter what. Between a life you had where your family is, and a life where you can do what you aspire for...*

... I think it's at least admirable. That you would want to learn about them so much. That you do have a chance to do things like going to school.

I can see why you would resent something though, for doing this to you. It's great you're able to do something you have wanted to do, but... it isn't the same without your brother, is it?