Ruka Terasaki (
voicesofspirits) wrote2012-10-09 07:36 pm
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*"Maybe it was all a dream? Maybe I'll wake up and everything will be normal again."
Ruka's eyes slowly flickered open to be greeted by unfamiliar surroundings. She slowly sat up and looked around the room she was in. Where was she? Who brought her here? All she knew was that being there meant that no matter how much she wished, everything that has happened recently, had really happened.
She slowly got up from the bed, steadying herself from a short dizzy spell before moving towards the door. She listened by it for any noises, then slowly opened it.
The hallway it brought her into she did recognize. This was Juudai and Asuka's apartment. So Juudai must of brought her here? Quietly she walked down the hallway until she got to a slightly open door on her left. Looking through the small gap, she could see Juudai sat in the living room, working on his laptop. Ruka didn't want to disturb him. After all, she's probably caused him enough trouble already.
Slowly and quietly, Ruka opened the front door and snuck out of it. When outside, she was about to run across the courtyard to her apartment when a thought hit her. Did she really belong there anymore? Is that even her home now? She really wasn't sure... and holding herself up in it again wouldn't be a good idea anyway.
Ruka leaned against the wall beside the entrance to Juudai's apartment and slid down until she was sitting. Pulling her legs to her chest, she buried her face in them.
She had honestly never felt so lost and so ashamed of herself as she did at this moment.
Looks like she could use someone to talk to!.*
Ruka's eyes slowly flickered open to be greeted by unfamiliar surroundings. She slowly sat up and looked around the room she was in. Where was she? Who brought her here? All she knew was that being there meant that no matter how much she wished, everything that has happened recently, had really happened.
She slowly got up from the bed, steadying herself from a short dizzy spell before moving towards the door. She listened by it for any noises, then slowly opened it.
The hallway it brought her into she did recognize. This was Juudai and Asuka's apartment. So Juudai must of brought her here? Quietly she walked down the hallway until she got to a slightly open door on her left. Looking through the small gap, she could see Juudai sat in the living room, working on his laptop. Ruka didn't want to disturb him. After all, she's probably caused him enough trouble already.
Slowly and quietly, Ruka opened the front door and snuck out of it. When outside, she was about to run across the courtyard to her apartment when a thought hit her. Did she really belong there anymore? Is that even her home now? She really wasn't sure... and holding herself up in it again wouldn't be a good idea anyway.
Ruka leaned against the wall beside the entrance to Juudai's apartment and slid down until she was sitting. Pulling her legs to her chest, she buried her face in them.
She had honestly never felt so lost and so ashamed of herself as she did at this moment.
Looks like she could use someone to talk to!.*
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And an alternate one at that... That's different, I'll say that, but I can see why things would be troubling for you, then.
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I was sent here along with my brother and some friends of ours about five years ago by something named the Crimson Dragon. My brother and I were only 11 at the time, so we ended up growing up here.
I missed our parents, but at the same time... I also had a life here now, with more opportunities for me. I became so frustrated and confused, I began to resent the Crimson Dragon for keeping us here so long with no word about why, knowing that one day, I might have to choose between one life and the other.
But...
... recently they all disappeared. My brother and my friends. I think they were all sent back without warning... but for some reason, I was left behind.
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That had to be hard, even for the start. Being taken from your own time like that, growing up here... I wouldn't even be able to begin to imagine how that felt...
... You did not have as many opportunities in your time, though?
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But here, we were able to attend school for the first time.
On top of that, spirits aren't solid where I come from. In fact, they're not all that well known at all. Most people probably wouldn't believe in them, or give them a second thought.
Here... I'm around them all the time. I can work with them, I can LEARN about them. I want to study them and their connections to people.
I've decided I want to research them for a living.
But... I wouldn't be able to do that where I originally came from.
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... I think it's at least admirable. That you would want to learn about them so much. That you do have a chance to do things like going to school.
I can see why you would resent something though, for doing this to you. It's great you're able to do something you have wanted to do, but... it isn't the same without your brother, is it?
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My brother and I have always been close and he's always been the one there to protect me. As far as I was concerned, as long as I was with him, no matter where it was, that's where my "family" would be.
He wasn't just my brother, but my best friend and my hero who helped look out for me.
I don't know how I'm going to cope without him here.
*You can clearly see her eyes tear up at the end and that she's trying very hard not to cry as she quickly wipes the tears away from her eyes with her hands.*
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... Well... At the least, if you were able to come here in the first place... Maybe there is a way to be able to be with him again?
Something like that cannot be unique just to that "Crimson Dragon", after all.
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I don't really know for sure if the Crimson Dragon did send them back... or if it just sent them somewhere else.
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Thanks, but right now, I don't think anyone is able to do anything.
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At least you're not entirely alone. ... *he rubs his head* I'm sorry if I'm being kinda invasive, though. I'm not very used to talking to a lot of people. Most of the ones I used to know usually thought me as being crazy for saying that my cards could talk to me.
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*She then looks up at Shinji and gives him a small smile.*
It's okay, you aren't being invasive.
At the least... if there's anyone you want to talk to about spirits, well, I like talking about them and hearing things about them a lot.
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I'd like that sometime, yeah.
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*Ruka looks at the apartment behind her.*
He lives right here.
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*he smiles a bit, heading for the door*
I'm going to go get that taken care of then, alright? I hope I'll be able to talk to you again, soon.
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I hope so too.
And... thank you.
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He does however knock on the door/wall to whatever room Juudai is in.*
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You can come in.
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Ah... Hello, Yuuki. Sorry I'm intruding like this...
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Ah, no. That's okay! Feel free to sit down!
*He motions towards one of the chairs in the room, before placing the laptop he was working on, on the table in front of him.*
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She talked to me.
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The Number?
What did she say to you?
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She said... That she was interested in my connection with spirits, but implied that it might not work due to differences it had from Ruka's own connection to spirits. She also said she and all of the other Numbers are criminals, or were considered so dangerous that they had to be locked up.
She said they were all scattered when they did escape, and that the "most dangerous one of them all" was trying to gather them all. Ruka's ability apparently would have made that goal much simpler for all of them.
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