Ruka Terasaki (![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
voicesofspirits) wrote2012-10-09 07:36 pm
voicesofspirits) wrote2012-10-09 07:36 pm
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*"Maybe it was all a dream? Maybe I'll wake up and everything will be normal again."
Ruka's eyes slowly flickered open to be greeted by unfamiliar surroundings. She slowly sat up and looked around the room she was in. Where was she? Who brought her here? All she knew was that being there meant that no matter how much she wished, everything that has happened recently, had really happened.
She slowly got up from the bed, steadying herself from a short dizzy spell before moving towards the door. She listened by it for any noises, then slowly opened it.
The hallway it brought her into she did recognize. This was Juudai and Asuka's apartment. So Juudai must of brought her here? Quietly she walked down the hallway until she got to a slightly open door on her left. Looking through the small gap, she could see Juudai sat in the living room, working on his laptop. Ruka didn't want to disturb him. After all, she's probably caused him enough trouble already.
Slowly and quietly, Ruka opened the front door and snuck out of it. When outside, she was about to run across the courtyard to her apartment when a thought hit her. Did she really belong there anymore? Is that even her home now? She really wasn't sure... and holding herself up in it again wouldn't be a good idea anyway.
Ruka leaned against the wall beside the entrance to Juudai's apartment and slid down until she was sitting. Pulling her legs to her chest, she buried her face in them.
She had honestly never felt so lost and so ashamed of herself as she did at this moment.
Looks like she could use someone to talk to!.*
Ruka's eyes slowly flickered open to be greeted by unfamiliar surroundings. She slowly sat up and looked around the room she was in. Where was she? Who brought her here? All she knew was that being there meant that no matter how much she wished, everything that has happened recently, had really happened.
She slowly got up from the bed, steadying herself from a short dizzy spell before moving towards the door. She listened by it for any noises, then slowly opened it.
The hallway it brought her into she did recognize. This was Juudai and Asuka's apartment. So Juudai must of brought her here? Quietly she walked down the hallway until she got to a slightly open door on her left. Looking through the small gap, she could see Juudai sat in the living room, working on his laptop. Ruka didn't want to disturb him. After all, she's probably caused him enough trouble already.
Slowly and quietly, Ruka opened the front door and snuck out of it. When outside, she was about to run across the courtyard to her apartment when a thought hit her. Did she really belong there anymore? Is that even her home now? She really wasn't sure... and holding herself up in it again wouldn't be a good idea anyway.
Ruka leaned against the wall beside the entrance to Juudai's apartment and slid down until she was sitting. Pulling her legs to her chest, she buried her face in them.
She had honestly never felt so lost and so ashamed of herself as she did at this moment.
Looks like she could use someone to talk to!.*
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Suguru-san...
*Ruka then falls quiet and looks away. She has no idea what to say.*
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*doesn't point out the tears-- have to at least keep it. comfortable. if she was crying she wouldn't wanna let people know, either.*
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It's good. That you woke up, you know. I was getting worried since there hadn't been much change.
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*Ruka is still not looking at Suguru. It's easy to see that the girl is feeling very guilty and ashamed for what happened.*
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I don't think you can really blame yourself for what happened. Of what I heard, that Numbers card really had a grip on you. *she rubs her head*
I think anyone who knows you would just be happy you're not being controlled anymore.
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*In frustration, Ruka puts her hands on her head.*
...if I was strong like Rua or Yuusei, things like this wouldn't happen.
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You were distressed cause you lost them-- anyone would be. She basically went at you right when you were down, and I dunno if anyone in your situation would've been able to avoid being taken over.
*looks a bit sheepish*
If Geo were taken away like that outta nowhere, I'd probably be in the same kinda situation you were in if a card decided to possess me.
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*Removing her hands from her head, Ruka looks up at Suguru briefly, before looking away again.*
...I really don't know what I'm going to do without them, or what will happen to me...
...I'm not sure where I even belong anymore...
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... Did you... Did you talk to Juudai at all, since you woke up?
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I snuck out right after I woke up. I didn't want to burden him more than I probably have already...
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If you were burdening him, he wouldn't have been having you stay while you were asleep, you know.
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I guess I should go and talk to him.
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*after a bit of an awkward silence, she sighs, shaking her head*
... Listen, I don't really know you all that well, and you don't know me all that well. We're pretty equal on that. But that doesn't change that I got worried about you-- so if you need help, rest assured I'll give it, okay?
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Thank you.
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No problem.
I won't push you to go in and see Juudai right now, but you should do it soon, alright?
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I will.