Ruka Terasaki (
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Things at school have been rather calm since I went back. Most of the people who had been giving me problems seem to be leaving me alone, but to be honest, they don't really make much acknowledgement of me either. The only person at school I really talk to is Shinji. I did try and make another friend when I first went back but... that didn't go so well...
...kind of related, but I realized recently that out of the signers from this timeline, the only one I know is Isabel. I'm either just familiar with, or don't know, the others. I guess it doesn't really matter... I'm not really supposed to be part of their group and it's probably not my place to get involved with their matters either, but I still feel a little concern over things, like how at least three of the dragons have changed signers over time. I didn't even know they could do that.
I wonder if things are okay for that Ancient Fairy Dragon...
...kind of related, but I realized recently that out of the signers from this timeline, the only one I know is Isabel. I'm either just familiar with, or don't know, the others. I guess it doesn't really matter... I'm not really supposed to be part of their group and it's probably not my place to get involved with their matters either, but I still feel a little concern over things, like how at least three of the dragons have changed signers over time. I didn't even know they could do that.
I wonder if things are okay for that Ancient Fairy Dragon...
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I really don't know... I just know that three of the dragons switched signers from their previous ones and I didn't really realize it was possible. I was just a little worried over the Ancient Fairy Dragon of this timeline, because she has a signer that's not really suited to her and neither her nor her signer get along... but they both made it clear that they really don't want me interfering and it probably wasn't my right to do so and assume I could get their relationship to be like the one I have with my Ancient Fairy Dragon.
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Of course, not all relationships are going to be the same as another person's. ... As much as it does kinda sadden me, at times.
Do you know why the switched Signers though, in this timeline?
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Somedays I think the Crimson Dragon really does do things for no reason other than to amuse itself...
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... Though, don't get discouraged about making new friends, okay?
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... Even though I realize I'm probably the last person to say that. Ah well.
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I dunno, I wondered if having two people with the same dragon in a group would upset the balance, or not be that useful.
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...okay. Your guys' timeline crossed into ours. Then, we found out that we had Signers here too. And we had to figure out a lot of crap about what that meant together. And, I mean. Yuusei and Aki and those guys are gone. But you're still here. And I'm not gonna start saying "maybe the Crimson Dragon had a good reason" 'cause seriously, fuck that - I dunno what that thing's thinking. Ever. And I'm not gonna start making excuses for its weirdass decisions. But you're here and your a Signer and. That makes you one of us, as far as I'm concerned.
Does that. Make any sense?
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I think I was just a little worried about getting involved in case it wasn't in my place to do so.
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And, if you're having trouble makin' friends at school, just...find a club of something you're really good at and impress everybody in it. S'what I did.
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I guess something was said while I was off school before Christmas to make them stop... but also make them not want to even talk to me.
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Lemme know if ya ever need a hand.
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Can I ask your name?
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I'm Ruka.